‘My body knows it’s time to say goodbye’


Lakers’ Kobe Bryant says he’ll retire at end of season


Kobe Bryant delighted in putting himself through as much pain as possible. Whatever it took to make him stronger.

Lakers forward Kobe Bryant waves to fans during warmups before a game against the Indiana Pacers on Nov. 29 at Staples Center in Los Angeles. (ROBERT GAUTHIER/LOS ANGELES TIMES/TNS)
Lakers forward Kobe Bryant waves to fans during warmups before a game against the Indiana Pacers on Nov. 29 at Staples Center in Los Angeles.

He once got water-boarded just to see how it felt. He delighted in giving team employees the “Saw” horror movies, grinning while saying he could survive any of the grisly do-or-die propositions in them.

Ask anyone on the Los Angeles Lakers about Bryant. Pain tolerance ranks high on his most notable skill list.

He finally yielded to it Nov. 29, announcing his retirement after this season — 55,785 NBA minutes after it began as a 17-year-old whose last amateur game came against Erie (Pa.) Cathedral Prep.

“My body knows it’s time to say goodbye,” Bryant said on the Players’ Tribune website, to which he was an early investor and is an occasional contributor.

No shocker
By all accounts, including Bryant’s, he was very much at peace with his decision. It was mildly surprising but didn’t shock anybody. Bryant, 37, is shooting an abysmal 30.5 percent this season and a similarly telling 20.2 percent from three-point range.

He seemed to lack the usual smoldering fire he carried on and off the court. Take, for example, a recent article in the Los Angeles Times that detailed his deteriorating play since sustaining a torn Achilles tendon toward the end of the 2012-13 season.

A negative piece of that scope would have set off Bryant angrily in past years. He would scowl at the reporter, maybe offer some derisive words off to the side.

This time, he offered a playful tap on the back for one of the writers when Bryant saw him for the first time after the article.

The homage begins
That was Nov. 28, before Bryant scored a seemingly solid 21 points against Portland, though it came on tired seven-for-20 shooting in a 108-96 Lakers loss. Afterward, he sat at his locker and expounded about the toll of two decades of NBA work on the human body.

“It’s tough. 20 years. Legs aren’t what they used to be,” he said. “You just continue to fight through it … .”

There wasn’t much fight left for Bryant in the final year of a contract paying him $25 million this season. The one thing he continually resisted was the idea of a farewell tour, practically spitting nails at anyone who brought up the concept.

The Lakers started their homage to Bryant on the scoreboard during a timeout in the second quarter of the Nov. 29 game against the Indiana Pacers. The Staples Center scoreboard showed highlights of Game 4 of the 2000 NBA Finals against the Pacers.

Lakers fans grew steadily louder as they watched him scoring eight points in overtime to help the Lakers win that game and, ultimately, his first championship with the franchise. Four more would be added, most recently in 2010 against the hated Boston Celtics.

‘No sadness’
In big games, the ones worth championship rings or something that could very well lead to them, Bryant would jump onto the courtside scorer’s table and extend his arms. Or he would yank his jersey to one side, exposing his chest and insinuating the heart that went into the game. Later in his career, he would bare his teeth in a menacing scowl, always the intimidator on the court.

These days, Bryant jokes about not being able to walk to his car after games at Staples Center. Or maybe he isn’t joking.

He’s not sad about walking away. This he promises.

“There’s no sadness … I had so many great times,” he said Nov. 29 at a postgame news conference.
TNT analyst Charles Barkley was one of many NBA observers who thought Bryant should retire, telling the Times last week, “Oh, yeah, this definitely should be it.”

Letter to fan
Bryant’s game reflects it. He played poorly last Sunday, missing 16 of 20 shots in the Lakers’ 107-103 loss. This has become the norm.

“It’s not the way he wanted to go out, obviously, but he doesn’t want to play for anybody else,” said longtime Lakers athletic trainer Gary Vitti, who knew Bryant better than anyone within the franchise. “He started here and he wanted to finish here.”

Mementos have already been created. Embossed copies of a letter from Bryant to fans were handed out to ticket holders at the game.

Toward the top, the letter said, “Some of you took me in. Some of you didn’t,” an acknowledgment of his often polarizing persona. Near the end, it said, “Thank you for this incredible journey.”

It was sealed in a black envelope with a gold “KB 20” adhesive.

No championship parade
Lakers fan Steven Ayala, 33, said he wouldn’t dare open it until Bryant’s final game.

“It makes it more special,” he said.

When Bryant was introduced before the game, hundreds and hundreds of tiny cell phone cameras flashed to try to capture the moment, even from the upper reaches of Section 310.

A bit before that, he burst out of the locker room and onto the court near the end of a line of teammates. Only veterans Nick Young and Brandon Bass were behind him.

There won’t be too many more grand entrances for Bryant. The Lakers (2-14) are off to their worst start since 1957 and almost surely will be done April 13, the last day of the regular season.

There will not be a Lakers championship parade next June, and you wonder how much Bryant will reflect on his long-desired goal to at least match the six titles won by Michael Jordan.

He didn’t get there. One shy. But it wasn’t for lack of trying.

Los Angeles Times staff writers Melissa Rohlin and Broderick Turner contributed to this report.



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